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[03 Feb 2005|06:03pm]
Too priceless to not shareCollapse )

(At least she's safe about it!)
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[02 Feb 2005|09:22am]
Guess where I'm going ..Collapse )
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[29 Dec 2004|02:36pm]
RILO KILEY is on the cover of AOL MUSIC! AHH!
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Stolen from Megan [16 Dec 2004|11:26pm]
Open your Winamp, iTunes, whatever.
Step 1: Put it on random.
Step 2: Pick your favorite line(s) from the first 15 songs that play (Skip the ones without lyrics)
Step 3: Post and let everyone guess the songs.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

1. Prove to everybody who doesn’t understand. All the nights, all the fights, you are out of sight. BEN KWELLER - WASTED AND READY
2. Walking back to you is the hardest thing I can do.
3. The colors have built up in my mind/they’re bleeding through my heart.
4. I’ve got soul, but I’m not a soldier.
5. I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking/As we moved together in the darkDEATH CAB FOR CUTIE - TINY VESSELS
6. Just throw it against a wall and see what sticks/Gotta write a hit, I think this is it.
7. It’s only in your dreams/But it felt like it was real.
8. Just love me/till you don’t know how.
9. This won’t be played on your radio tonight.
10. Jumped over drama and I landed on my feet
11. Piazza, New York Catcher are you straight or are you gay?B&S -Piazza New York Catcher
12. Masterpieces liquidate in fertile tears.
13. We’ll move to Omaha to work and exploit the booming music scene.RILO KILEY - THE EXECUTION OF ALL THINGS
14. You can buy my kisses/and sell them away.
15. Don’t you feed me lies about some idealistic futureTHE POSTAL SERVICE - NOTHING BETTER

Why is it so hard for me to just be friends with him? I have to continue to feed myself lies, it's starting to build

I wish I was cooler then some of the people I know of

934 people on the boat ... I've gotta be able to find one

Happy New Years/Merry Christmas to everybody if I don't update or talk to you before the new year. I love you all --
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[11 Dec 2004|01:24pm]

I recently got a gift card to iTunes for Chanukah (woo) and I need suggestions for GOOD music that I should download. Since most of you have the same taste in music as me, I would really appreciate reccomendations. And if I don't like the same music as you, screw it, put it down ANYWAYS. And If I don't know you, give 'em too me also.

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[10 Dec 2004|02:56pm]
This week has been so incredibly stressful. Just, with everything. I can't wait until mexico. Eli is here, she's amazing.We've really become a lot closer this year, and I'm very happy. Anyways, there have been a couple of good things this week, but dosen't it always suck how the bad outweight the good?
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[05 Dec 2004|12:29am]
December 18th, 2003

With only 13 days left until New Years, I began to wonder: what will it bring? Will I get wiser, will I get prettier, funnier, smarter? Will I find a boyfriend or somebody who truly understands me? Will I pass Math, and will my parents not kill me? Will I be able to make it through the school year, will I go out on dates and kiss guys and have to time of my life? Will I look back on December 18, 2004 and say to myself man this year was the best year of my life. Will I get into trouble, will I reget doing things I didn't do? Will I go to Paris (the place I have always dreamed of going) or London? Will I get the ultimate present, will I lose weight, become more athletic or just feel better in my own skin?

I'm always asking myself will I. Will I do this, will I be this, will I. This year my plan (or my "new years resolution") is to MAKE things happen. Instead of all these bullshit "will I's" I'm going to turn them into I did. So, at the end of next year (December) I'm going to say to myself "last year was the best." I'm going to do things I've never dreamed of doing, I'm going to open my eyes to things I've never seen before, taste things, smell things, do things I've never dreamed of. I'm not going to regret things, because I'm going to make my decision wisely, I'm going to do it all. I'll make it happen, and nobody will know what the hell to do.



That is what I wrote last year. It's funny, I've been a member of live journal for over a year now. And, basiclly, in all sense. 2004 was a very interesting year. People changed, people grew closer - grew apart. Releationships were made, and redifined, school didn't get any easier. It's still the pain in my ass that has been like that forever. But, this year, is different. I went into this year dreading it, dreading everything, because, a lot of things had changed. But, in the end, it's not all that bad. I have gotten closer to a lot of new people, and stronger with different. I went to London, I opened my eyes to new wonders. I drank champange in France, and ale in London. Sangria in Spain. I ate ice cream on the boardwalk in Malaga. I face planted off of a skimboard into the Mediterannean. I spent three glorious weeks with my friends in a foreign country, and had never been happier. My best friend and I got closer then we have ever been. I expierence new cultures, and customs - I ran into the ocean at Midnight in Spain, wishing my friends beauty and health and good fortune. I redifined my goals, finally finding what I know I want to do for the rest of my life. I found my passions. My eyes were widened at the glorious thngs going on in my OWN city. I went to the best shows in 2004 - had some of the greatest times. Their have been extreme highs, and extreme lows, and amazing people to help me, or be with me at every step of the way. I found love, and life, and everything good that gets tied into it. I've had moments in which, I never want to come out of my room again, moments in which, I think that their is just no point. But then I realize, that, in the end, I'll look back on it like I am right now, and write about it, and realize that all in all, it has been an OKAY year.

Thanks to everybody who made me laugh, made me cry, and everything in between. I owe you one.
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... [30 Nov 2004|11:27am]
I don't know why, but recently I don't feel like writing in - depth entries. maybe it's because I have a journal now. a real one.

anyways, I stole this from jdogg's journal. props.

Have you ever...
[yes] been drunk.
[no] smoked pot
[yes] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[yes] rode in a taxi.
[yes] been dumped.
[i thought so] been in love.
[no] shoplifted.
[no] been fired.
[no] been in a fist fight.
[yes] snuck out of your parent's house.
[no] been arrested.
[no] stole something from your job.
[no]celebrated new years in times square.
[no] went on a blind date.
[yes] lied to a friend.
[no] had a crush on a teacher.
[no] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[yes. I CAN FINALLY SAY YES!!] been to europe.
[yes] skipped school.
[no] thrown up from drinking.
[no] lost your sibling.
[yes]played 'clue'.
[yes] had a sleepover party.
[yes]went ice skating.
[no] dropped x.
[yes] been cheated on.
[no]had a sweet sixteen.
[no] had a quinceanera.
[no]had a car.
[yes] drove.

Do you...
[no] have a bf.
[no] have a gf.
[yes]have a crush.
[yes] feel loved.
[yes] feel lonely.
[yes] feel happy.
[sometimes. very often]hate yourself.
[sometimes] think youre attractive
[yes] have a dog
[yes] have your own room.
[not if i can help it] listen to rap.
[yes] listen to rock.
[yes] listen to soul.
[yes] listen to techno.
[at times] listen to reggae.
[yes] paint your nails.
[yes] have more than 1 best friend.
[attempt to] get good grades.
[yes] play an instrument
[yes] have slippers.
[yes] wear boxers.
[yes] wear black eyeliner
[yes] like the color blue.
[yes] like the color yellow.
[no] cyber.
[?] claim.
[yes] like to read.
[YES!] like to write.
[no] have long hair.
[yes] have short hair.
[yes] have a cell phone.
[yes] have a laptop.
[no] have a pager.

Are you...
[no] ugly.
[I don't know!] pretty.
[i wish] ok.
[yes] bored.
[yes] happy.
[semi. I can get around] bilingual.
[yes] white.
[no] black.
[no] mexican
[no] asian.
[yes] short.
[no] tallish.
[not at the moment] grounded.
[no] sick.
[yes] lazy.
[yes] single.
[no] taken.
[yes] looking.
[no] not looking.
[not at the moment] talking to someone.
[no. well, those fake IM's @ school] IMing someone.
[terrified] scared to die.
[yes] sleepy.
[kinda] annoyed.
[yes] thirsty.
[no] on the phone.
[no] in your room.
[no] drinking something.
[no] eating something.
[no] in your pjs.
[yes] ticklish.
[yes] listening to music.
[no] homophobic. i hope not
[no] racist

jordan and i basiclly had the same answeres. hahah
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[29 Nov 2004|09:43am]

1) Nick
2) Nikolai
3) Fab
4) Albert
5) Julian


1) Nikolai
2) Alberto
3) Nick
4) Fab
5) Julian


1) Fab
2) Nikolai
3) Alberto
4) Julian
5) Nick


1) Alberto
2) Fabbie
3) Nick
4) Nikolai
4) Julian

this entry is important. it has signifigance. i wonder if anybody knows why
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[03 Nov 2004|08:27am]

Kerry is going to concede. Meaning, he fucking lost.




Thanks. Now we're stuck with a bumbling idiot for four more year. Congratulations, America.

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[21 Oct 2004|04:29pm]
Summer: What do you want with me Cohen?
Seth: I just want you.


I think I'm going to cry.
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[21 Oct 2004|03:22pm]



August 6th,1969 - October 21, 2003


A year ago today.

You are still missed.

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[18 Oct 2004|11:13am]

Zach Braff is love <3
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[17 Oct 2004|12:39pm]
[ mood | lone ]

My favorite time of day are the few moments after it rains. Like, the first 3 or 4 minutes directly after it rains. Everything is so clear and beautiful. The ground is wet, the trees are dripping water off of their leaves, and it seems as if for a couple of minutes the world is at peace. You sort of forget about all the terrible shit that is going on in the world and think to yourself "man, this is what life is worth living for." You breathe in the air, and for once in your life, it's clear. It's pure, it's not polluted, it's the most beautiful smell ever. You can almost taste it on your tounge, it tastes like pure drinking water, the type that you drink straight out of the river, as if it was just melted down from the snow that sits high ontop some mountain that has yet to be touched my skiiers and snowboarders. It's such a beautiful feeling, I wish that we could always have it.



C. Night was really fun last night, although I realize now that I'm a little lonely.

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[12 Oct 2004|09:42am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I have decided to post all of the icons I have ever made. Take them if you want them, they're cluttering up my photo bucket account. Just comment if you are. Thanks.


P.S. I'm more then happy to make icons for people. I do it anyways, jsut tell me what you want and I'll do it. :-D





And the beat goes on...Collapse )

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...now this should be interesting ... [03 Oct 2004|09:07am]
Leave your name and I'll tell you what I think of you.
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[30 Sep 2004|11:27am]

So. If Catcher in the Rye would be made into a movie. Kieran Culkin would most definetly have to be Holden.



aaaahh ... the hotness.

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[16 Sep 2004|07:14pm]


Johnny Ramone

1948 - 2004


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[25 May 2004|04:05pm]
pixiedust_on_me is a restricted area. Authorised personel only


From Go-Quiz.com
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[07 May 2004|02:33pm]
Degrassi is Love <3.

Degrassi is Love <3.

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